I am losing it I tell you!
I am exhausted!...I have no desire to do anything but sleep!...Well that isn't true, I WANT to do lots of things, but I have ZERO energy to do them! It feels like there is some energy vampire zapping me every time I try to do anything!
I feel/want/need/demand some time off from life!
For just a few days, I don't want to be a student, a mom, a Daisy troop leader, a wife, a post surgical lap-band patient.
A few glorious days of sleeping in, eating whatever I want, not having to worry about other people...
A lass, I am pretty sure that if that "vacation" from reality were to come I would be bored...and lonely...and I would regret EVERYTHING I ate for that entire time.
So I have made a decision...Well a few to be truthful...
1) I am going to MAKE myself follow the rules- According to a bunch of people WAY smarter then me, it takes two years to turn good eating habits into a part of who you are. Well that applies to habits in general, but I am talking about good habits!
2) I am going to cut myself a little slack - It has been pointed out to me more than once that I am WAY to hard on myself about EVERYTHING!!! I am not magical and the sooner I accept that the better off I will be...lol
3) Not be afraid to ask for help- I think that one is pretty self-explanatory!
So here goes!!!