Gahhh!
I am losing it I tell you!
I am exhausted!...I have no desire to do anything but sleep!...Well that isn't true, I WANT to do lots of things, but I have ZERO energy to do them! It feels like there is some energy vampire zapping me every time I try to do anything!
I feel/want/need/demand some time off from life!
For just a few days, I don't want to be a student, a mom, a Daisy troop leader, a wife, a post surgical lap-band patient.
A few glorious days of sleeping in, eating whatever I want, not having to worry about other people...
A lass, I am pretty sure that if that "vacation" from reality were to come I would be bored...and lonely...and I would regret EVERYTHING I ate for that entire time.
So I have made a decision...Well a few to be truthful...
1) I am going to MAKE myself follow the rules- According to a bunch of people WAY smarter then me, it takes two years to turn good eating habits into a part of who you are. Well that applies to habits in general, but I am talking about good habits!
2) I am going to cut myself a little slack - It has been pointed out to me more than once that I am WAY to hard on myself about EVERYTHING!!! I am not magical and the sooner I accept that the better off I will be...lol
3) Not be afraid to ask for help- I think that one is pretty self-explanatory!
So here goes!!!
I'm too hard on myself too...when I slip just a little bit, it's hard for me to not look at it as FAILURE!! But it's not...it's never too late to just stop doing the things you're doing, and make better decisions. And you'll screw up way more times in your life, and regret it, and kick yourself about it, but the only thing you can do is say "oh well" and just decide to do it better. You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteYou might want to have your blood checked if you are truly fatigued. You may be anemic? I hope you feel better soon.
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